Im so emotional and really can't handle this separation
I new it would b hard but woo I didnt relise it was gona b this hard, I mean it feels like a dagger has bin stabbed into my chest an constantly being twisted



shes my only child an we dropped her of on sun an its now wed an holy mo I want her back home ( I don't want her to giv up her dream as I am happy an so proud of her but yes im gona b honest... for my own selfishness I want her back home I want things to go back to the way they were b4) does anyone else feel like this ???
Pls say im not the only one who feels like this
I keep hearing ppl saying do a self care etc but im not ready for that yet
Its so horrible her not being here an me not hearing her in the bedroom or anypart of the flat tbh an just knowing she was here wiv me was enough for me to feel comfort
They say u can call but unfortunately she ďoesnt do that very much an I don't want to sound like a pest, so i won't call her but on the few occasions we hav chatted its bin lovely,
but not long later Im back to square 1
IM SO SCARED IVE LOST HER FOR FOREVER
As she seems so happy (wich I am happy abt for her but again not for myself) an i don't hear from her that much so that doesn't help
Sorry for the long rant